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Sephira
sephi_chan21
16 July 2005 @ 06:52 pm
 
mouuu...

I'm at home. My dad finally let me use the compy, but it still has a password. I'm not really allowed to use the internet, but it wouldn't really hurt if I just did it now, right? Besides, I still have 43 unread messages left, and they're all from the same address...

My story's going on well. I still haven't decided what to do with the next scenario, so I thought I'd just do it tomorrow, along with my science project...

Oh yeah, and watched YGO again. I just found out that that was the last new episode they were gonna air, and it's still to be continued!! >< That really sucks, coz I really wanted to see that episode where they got sucked (?) in by that Leviathan thing, and Kaiba and Yami were looking at Jou's ass (not really, but they sure looked like it... XD)...

Speaking of Jou, I can't seem to call him Joey anymore. Well, yeah, I do, but I kinda had a fight with a friend (not gonna mention). When I was drawing the picture for the science project, I asked him for a comment, and he said, "that looks just like Joey". And my other friend asks really loudly, "Who's Joey?". Then they started talking about him and how I have this fandomness on him, and I got so annoyed I didn't want to do my project anymore with him. I felt really embarassed and ashamed because I felt some of my classmates heard them, and I don't like mostly of my classmates so, well you know. It just really angers me because they kept teasing me about this stuff. I know it's typical for them to joke along, but it hurts me a bit because they all got it the wrong way. They think I have a crush on him or something (I do, but we call it fandom, right?), and now I feel like I'm some kind of a freak that doesn't belong to their group anymore. I don't partly blame them because they didn't really watch anime or anything. But I just feel so insecure now because I used to live a life where people with the same age as me liked the same thing as I do, and we used to have this fandom for anime and stuff, and now I'm in a new world where they just think it's "gay" or something that shouldn't be bothered with.

I still feel guilty because I kinda acted like a jerk towards them. I wish they'd all just forget about it when I get back to school...
 
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Yana[info]fish_trap on July 16th, 2005 04:53 am (UTC)
Dood, forget about it. My friends klnow I have this thing for Syaoran and they don't care 8D Well... that's because they're anime fans too so.... can't really relate. oo; Just go along with them and say, "Oh yeah, I have a crush on Joey. Blah." Like you don't care and give a fork. Talk back or something XD Then again, those classmates of yours are really annoying. What about your other friends? Were they there too?

Anyway, some people are just closed-minded like that. Don't mind them, they're jerks :P

...I'm supposed to be doing my homework right now o.o;
Sephira[info]sephi_chan21 on July 16th, 2005 05:03 am (UTC)
My friends back there didn't care. But they were annoying little brats too. -_-U And I do not have a crush on Jou-machan! It's a... fan thing, just like what you call it...

But yeah, I still don't really care about it. It's just the way they act when they talk about it and acts as if I'm a total freak that came from some weird unknown planet that really angers me. You're right, they are jerks. This is my life, not theirs, and I'm not some freakin' wannabe who wants to live some overrated life like theirs.

o_oU Sorry, that was a bit harsh... ^^U I tend to get really sharp with my words whenever I feel so annoyed...

I'm supposed to go to bed now, but I dun wanna leave the compy... *hugs compy and clutches it possessively*
Sephira[info]sephi_chan21 on July 16th, 2005 05:08 am (UTC)
o___o OK, they're not total jerks. Sorry about that.
Yana[info]fish_trap on July 16th, 2005 07:00 am (UTC)
Hehe, that's okay XD
Sephira[info]sephi_chan21 on July 17th, 2005 05:33 pm (UTC)
XD They can be really cool sometimes.
Yana[info]fish_trap on July 16th, 2005 06:59 am (UTC)
Then you have aquaintances. Or some random people you hang out with just 'cause. Ewan ko ba. Bleh. Parang ewan sila :P Fan thing. That's good. :3

They think anime is gay, therefore they think you are gay. But what they don't know is you're gay therefore you're straight, therefore you don't have osteoperosis. See? :D Your classmates should mind their own beeswax. :P

That's ok. :3 Must do Art homework but must finish gift art~ -3-
Sephira[info]sephi_chan21 on July 17th, 2005 05:31 pm (UTC)
XD You really crack me up. Thanks for making my day. You are definitely right. They should just mind their own because I am who I am, not some kind of wannabe who wants to be cool.
Yana[info]fish_trap on July 18th, 2005 03:51 am (UTC)
That's true :D You're welcome! :3

...*gets back to doing homework* o.o;
Sephira[info]sephi_chan21 on July 18th, 2005 04:35 pm (UTC)
<3 It's nothing! *hugs*

^_^U Must go back to typing up my story...
eternalwings[info]eternalwings on July 16th, 2005 01:45 pm (UTC)
Never mind them I fancy all manner of anime guys- it's simple really. Anime guys always seem to be perfect, perfect looks, perfect skin, always have lovely personalities aimed at fan girls.
I loooove all the gundam boys, YGO boys (seriously am an otogi addict) and Gravitation etc.
Tis nothing to be ashamed of it is indeed this thing we call FANDOM
Sephira[info]sephi_chan21 on July 17th, 2005 05:44 pm (UTC)
Yeah! FANDOM!!
❀: Square One (biohazard_icons)[info]radiopowered on July 16th, 2005 11:47 pm (UTC)
I used to get into a lot of stupid banter back in my early days of being into Yugioh and liking Jou. People would say stupid things like, "Oh, how can you like a drawing on paper? That's soooo stupid! He's not hot, he's a drawing! Blah blah blah..."

Well... of course I know he's a drawing on paper. I know he's not real, I know he never -will- be real. I just... can't help liking him. He has a great personality, looks good, and is such an adorable little thing who will be a great future wife for Kaiba.

Things like this are bound to happen. Just let it pass, enjoy your love for the cuteness known as Jou, and all will be well. =D
Sephira[info]sephi_chan21 on July 17th, 2005 08:24 pm (UTC)
=D Yeah... you're right. I know he'll never be real. It's kinda stupid how they think I have a crush on him or something. Don't we call it fandom? Besides, I can't resist it! I've been liking anime guys since I'd ever watched anime, and Jou is no exception.

And Jou will definitely make a good future wife for Kaiba. That really made my day. ^_^ Thanks.
❀[info]radiopowered on July 20th, 2005 06:50 pm (UTC)
Always willing to help a friend in need. b(^_^)
Sephira[info]sephi_chan21 on July 20th, 2005 08:18 pm (UTC)
^___^b Yeah. I do hope I helped you with that Pokemon cheat.
❀: Love (the_pixelized)[info]radiopowered on July 21st, 2005 03:45 pm (UTC)
Oh yeah, definately. =DDD Not only do I get to fill in more of the Pokedex, but I get to kick everyone's butt with my super-star team of starter Pokemon. x3
Sephira[info]sephi_chan21 on July 21st, 2005 09:48 pm (UTC)
X3 Hehehe... Glad I helped. But things might be easier though. Actually, it can be pretty hard coz you have to raise all your starters carefully...
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